The rain was loud, but not louder than my thoughts…it was Super Bowl Sunday 2018.
The call came in at 5 a.m.
Are you married?
Tears fell fast and I couldn’t stop them.
I wasn’t sure if it was the reality of where I was or if it was because I had to face it now or never.
I was married.
…yes, yes I am married.
The phone hung up and my heart broke. I got dressed and l left the house. I was back there, where I thought I belong. I was there..dirty. smelly, wet and broken.
He open the door and I came in…
I cried for over an hour.
My flesh was weak..but my spirit was set free.
My soul was now at peace.
I left my car running and I stood telling my soulmate that I loved him.
He was angry, but he loved me too.
DrGretchenTorbertPhD 
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