I had to get myself together. There was no other way around it. My entire life depended upon me living a life that pleased God. What was born in sin, remain sinful and it only birthed more sin.
I remember one day praying on my knees in agony for change. Change that I believe would take place in the marriage, change that would lead to him loving me more, him being nice to me, or even him being a great husband.
That wasn’t the change…it was all pain and doubt, hurt, fear and yet I loved because I am an empath.
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