I am still healing…365 days later.

17 Mar

I am still healing, it is a process that is greater than I thought it would be.

Sometimes, it is the smells.

Other times, it is the music that I hear.

Oftentimes, it is the regrets of how much I gave.

But…all the time, it is the prayers that I prayed.

I can remember one night when I couldn’t get into contact with him for hours. He was traveling through his favorite grounds of which “she lived” and he was ignoring me. All this was happening while I was home with our family, our joint family. He finally made it home after a much circus show 10 minutes prior and pretended to be tired and ignored me. I literally fell on my knees crying and praying and asking God why me and what was wrong with him.

The healing.

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